Hello Lord. I love you.
Thank you. I love you back. Love is what supports all that
is. Love is the extension of all that I am. When Jesus said "I am
the way, the truth, the life." He was talking about Love with the
capital L. He was not talking about his personality, his persona, or his
theology as man thinks he understands it.
Thank you Lord. If love is all that you are, how did evil
come into existence in the first place? Couldn’t you have stopped it?
Yes, I could have stopped it, but the ramifications of
stopping evil go beyond anyone’s understanding. Each person must have
the ability to make choices. Ideally, each person should have the mental
capacity to choose. Every being, even the higher beings here in heaven
have the ability to make choices. Some of these beings choose darkness
and evil instead of light and love. I could either take away the evil or
take away the ability to choose. No matter what I would do, the ability
to choose would be wiped out. Evil wants to take away the opportunity to
make choices. Love gives them freedom to choose.
When you defeat Satan at the end times here on earth, will
Satan be dead?
No, he will just be defeated, not dead.
Do angels ever go over to the dark side, to Satan, in the
Yes, some of them do because they have the choice of living
in the light or living in the darkness.
Why do they go over there? It is unfathomable that they would
leave heaven and all its glory and grandeur. Why do they leave?
They leave for power, self-glory, excitement, lust for the
ability to manipulate and control others. I am always saddened when one
of my beings falls away.
Does this mean we are all tempted in heaven?
No, but some of the higher beings are tempted. In heaven,
all beings still have a choice about whether they want to stay with me
or not. When you get to heaven you do not become a mindless robot. You
can still make choices. However, in heaven, all of your choices are
informed choices. You have access to knowing the consequences of what
you are doing before you do it. On earth your choices are sometimes, but
not always, made in blindness. Up here, you always know. Up here, you
Lord, I am not sure about whether I should publish these
talks on the internet. I do not feel comfortable telling people that God
talks to me.
Are you joking? I talk to everyone. A few people listen to
me, most don’t. Of the few that listen to me a few of those will
recognize it is me talking through you, the rest will call you a
heretic, a scoundrel, and worse. If you have the courage to publish this
then publish it. You can always wimp out, but just have a good reason
for wimping out. Remember, I don’t like wimps.
The thing that bothers me is that I am writing down what you
say to me like Moses did. I am writing down holy words like the Bible. I
don’t want anyone taking these words to be like the words of the
Bible. What do I do here? Am I confused or what am I to think about
putting out your words?
You are not writing the Bible you are writing down a conversation we
have between each other. Your basic problem is what will people think.
Stop worrying and just write. Like I said before, I talk to everyone.
Some listen, most don’t. You are listening and writing.
Another thing that bothers me is that you are not speaking to
me in an audible voice. That bothers me a lot. The thing that bothers me
is that the words I type and say are yours, could easily be mine. The
words I attribute to you could be me speaking. What do we do about this?
WE are not going to do anything about it. You are the one
with the problem here pal. Remember when I called you to the ministry? I
used the audible voice thing then. It changed your life’s direction.
However, if I spoke to you that way all the time you would eventually
adapt or get used to it. Eventually you would abdicate your thinking and
sort of shut down intellectually. Again, don’t worry about writing
down what I say to you.
I keep getting George Burns as an image of you.
Yes, I liked George in that role. The writers came pretty
close to catching a part of my personality in a Hollywood sort of way.
Do you ever tell jokes?
Not like you think of jokes but we have a lot of laughs up
here. I can make things go forward, backward, up and down, and sideways.
Image changing is no problem for me either. We have a howling good time
up here. Jokes and laughter go on up here all the time because Heaven is
so full of joy. Some of these angels are real comedians. Laughter
usually comes about when there is a twist in reality or expectations.
Think of heaven as a very spiraling place.
Lord, you seem common to me. You do not seem to be holier
than thou. You do not seem to be the God that prevented Moses from
looking at you.
Moses was curious. I let him see me going away and Moses’
face lit up. The problem that Moses and humanity has is that everyone is
sin-minded. Even those people who are saved are sin-minded. Being
sin-minded and being in my presence do not go together. I am pure, you
are not. When you accept Christ you are cleansed by Christ’ blood shed
on the Cross. However, you are still sin-minded. As much as you change
at the moment of redemption, you are still a human being with
Thank you Lord, you speak the truth.
Good thing isn’t it? One other thing…these answers are
not complete in any way. We will have to come back to them later on in
our work together.
I am still not comfortable speaking for you.
Boy, you sure have a problem with this speaking for me bit.
I choose you to be one of my "feeders" to mankind. I put you
through and still put you through a lot of suffering on earth to purify
you. I used the suffering to get you where you are now.
O.K., I think I have a "gottcha" and maybe a way
out for me not to publish this. You said you put me through a lot of
suffering. Do you make people suffer? Is suffering your doing? I ask
this because making people suffer is not part of my view of God or view
of you. If I can get you to say "Yes, I make people suffer, then I
can end this Q and A thing we are doing."
Sorry Charlie, you are going to have to keep going. I do not
send suffering on to people. My wrath is visited on people by their own
doing. When people jump off of my spiritual cliff my wrath awaits them
when they hit bottom. I don’t push people over the edge. I try to keep
them whole, safe, and secure in my arms. Suffering is a part of the
reality on this plain of earth, in this time, and in this space.
Before you were born you and I had an agreement. You knew that on the
path to your earthly destiny there was going to be suffering and you
agreed to step into this plan. Everyone has a destiny or a destination.
You have one. You agreed to your destiny before you were born. Not
everyone reaches their destiny or destination point. I am not telling
you anything you did not already know because you have written and
taught this idea about a destination before. The more faithful, the more
devout, and the more holy you try to be the closer you will get to your
I’m thinking. I don’t know what to ask here.
Your destination or destiny is not a physical place or a
place in time. Your destiny or destination is a spiritual achievement.
As you go through your life, you score spiritual achievement points (so
to speak). You reach certain milestones or plateaus. The reason so much
of this is hidden from you and others is that your sin-mindedness would
make you want to get to your destination just to get the payoff and
benefit of being holy and devout. You have to go through the assigned
tasks and suffering that will lead you to your destiny. Some people hang
tough and reach their destiny. Other people do not.
I cannot believe I knew about the suffering before I was
You did not experience the suffering. What you did
experience was the consequence of the suffering. You knew, in advance,
the suffering would lead you to where you are supposed to be in
spiritual terms. Without the suffering you would never be able to get to
where you and I agreed you were to be. Without the suffering, you could
not reach your destiny.
Was my destiny that important? Was it that profound?
Yes. I told you that you were a drain plug. If I had pulled
you out of the world all the Living Water would drain out of many people’s
lives. I put you there, and you agreed to be there, so others would have
the Living Water in them. You have influenced people. Your birth defect,
your struggles as a boy, your pain and humiliation, your suffering from
the narcolepsy…all that was put in place so you could be influential
in people’s lives. That is why I think you should publish this on your
web site…so you can influence people’s lives for me.
I am crying. This is hard to accept.
Yes, I know it is hard to accept. I am opening up hurts that
you have carried your whole life. However, you agreed to do this, not
for a selfish reason, but for the glory and love others could find
through me and my Son. You agreed to bear this cross. I don’t like it
that you have had to suffer. I wish I could change the way things are.
And you will suffer more..a lot more before we are through. However,
this road is the only road to get to our destination. Just remember all
that you have gone through and all that you will go through is for a
purpose. The purpose is to get to where you and I wanted to be before
you were born.
Does everyone who suffers, suffer for some ultimate destiny
to be reached?
I will not comment fully on that. However, some people
suffer because of their own ignorance and mistakes. They essentially
bring it on themselves. They are stupid. The worst suffering is the
spiritual kind. The worst suffering is where the soul burns in hell fire
in this life and after death. It is an agony beyond comprehension. You
have not had to suffer this kind of agony because you have always been
mine and even when you were in the few dark years you were able to keep
your receiver tuned to me. When people do not accept me in the form of
Christ, my son, their soul burns in the here and now and in the
hereafter. The anger they have toward me when they are alive on the
earth keeps feeding the fire in their soul. I make sure everyone on the
face of the earth has a chance to make choices. I have no qualms about
people burning in hell because everyone makes their choices. When
someone dies, we will see what they did, how they did, and what choices
they made. However, every person knows where they are going before they
get there. Every person inherently knows whether they are going to hell
Are there questions you cannot answer, or wisdom you cannot
I can give any answer and give any wisdom. The problem is
whether anyone can receive the answer or understand it.
Lord, can I adapt your answers so readers will know the
answers do apply to them and their lives?
I think they already know, but, yes, you can adapt the
answers. Please stop worrying about all the theological implications of
doing this. Anyone who gets bent out of shape about what we are doing
does not have a clue about the purpose of these chats anyway. By the
way, you did a great job on the disclaimer at the top of the column. It
sort of gets you out of hot water before things heat up. You know, I do
have a sense of humor. Good for you in this case. We need to do this a
lot more. I love you.
I love you back, Lord.